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Understanding Asperger's Is Key to His Problems

12/18/2014

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Hello Papabear,

It's been several months since we last associated with each other from here. The question here is about how hopeless I've felt about the fandom, most of my family, and my social life altogether since birth. Unfortunately, this is partly in innate due to a certain condition that I'm incredibly ashamed to reveal here on the net, so I'm not going to say anything of it at all.

Lately, it hasn't been very happy for me among people. It's an endless loop that things make me happy, not people. I can never really get along with anyone even to my siblings and mother like nearly absolutely everyone does in the general public & fandom.

As much as I am said to be a good artist, I'm not social at all after much "Post Traumatic Social Disorder," sheer bitterness, and unfair experiences I've had with people. This is not only in the general public, but EVEN in the fandom, and in the end, I've decided to depart from FA too.

Even to those I met locally, I don't consider them a friend at all anymore despite them possibly seeing otherwise. The reason? Their friends are jerks, and they associate with those jerks, so I've been fed up and flew away from them. (metaphorically speaking)

After a lifelong "warfare" of fights, undue solutions, burned bridges, broken hearts, and so forth, this is what turned me into a perfectly unforgiving and "spiky" person. Frankly, I wholeheartedly with I wasn't this way, but from how I've molded, I have to live with it, like a stuck mask. In fact I plan to add a bonehead mask to my persona anyway.

This has caused me mental issues & I hate everyone for it. I can only say that I trust father and my best furiend, who is a blue ice dragon that's also local. I'd be thrilled to live with him as a roommate this summer 2015 or it's all bust.

Nonetheless, I'm exceptionally unhappy and infinitely angry against the world, the furry fandom as a whole, and every single life form since birth who wronged me. I can't help it though; I wish I could be let nicer if they gave a chance. But the damages are done; I wish I was never born. u.=.u

If there was any side of social/sentimental hope, I will say that I do have a crush on a particular scalie that we probably all know and love. I'll leave you on guessing who. Reason I mention this is because I really would like to give it one last go & give myself the final chance to show my friendship, generosity (even as gift artworks), & care. I would really hope he'll be okay...maybe meet in May 2015? ;)

Anyway, going back on track here, I've had inevitably difficult social issues to the point where I've become incredibly hostile, overly defensive, and ultra-unforgiving. It's sad, and there's literally very few people I trust.

Goes to show that I don't take the word "friendship" lightly

Regardless, please suggest me anything healthy, reasonable, and practical. I've also been envious of others even to whom I knew well, and I just remain distant and isolated to avoid conflict forever, even among other circumstances in general.

Your wisdom to others and even to me are much appreciated.

~Sad, unhappy Western Electro-Lunar Skydragon, Azure (age 21)

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Hi, Skydragon,

It would help me a lot to know what this "certain condition" is, which I'm guessing is actually a big big part of why you are having these troubles. If you wish, I will keep the letter off the website.

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It's called "Asperger's Syndrome," a variant of Autism, and I have a high-functioning kind of it too. 

And you don't have to keep the letter off the website, probably shouldn't this time anyway. I just don't want the data to be lost like I thought it was, is all. Do what you must like you normally do. I like hearing about it. :)

I think I was merely in irrational fear of having revealed exclusively the condition right away on the site, but I'm okay with it in any way now. It was a false alarm. I apologize for the inconvenience. Carry on. :)

(that and I was really tired last night writing it before bed time, so I was prone to crankiness & paranoia!)


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Dear Skydragon,

Asperger’s is nothing to be ashamed of. Many furries who have it have written to me suffer from this condition. Some of the symptoms of Asperger’s include social anxiety disorder and depression. People with your condition may also be hypersensitive and have a heightened sense of the importance of adhering to rules and codes of conduct.

This would explain why you have had such a tough time dealing with other people. Not accepting that people are not perfect, you are easily offended by any perceived wrong that they might do—either to you or anyone else. For example, even though some of your friends have not directly wronged you, you associate them with bad behavior because they have other friends you have deemed to be “jerks.” When you create such a high standard that it becomes impossible for anyone to earn your approval, the result is what has happened to you: no friends and complete isolation.

My prediction, therefore, is that this dragon you like will eventually let you down, too, and you will reject his friendship.

Having no friends and isolating oneself will also exacerbate your feelings of depression and hopelessness.

The solution to your problem, then, is treatment for your Asperger’s. The good news, too, is that many people who have your condition get better and better at managing it as they get older. Again, don’t be ashamed—instead, get help. You can learn more here: http://www.autism-society.org/living-with-autism/

Wishing You Luck and Health,

Papabear

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Azure Paragon link
12/18/2014 07:11:09 am

Ah yes, thanks.

Don't worry. I figured it'd be 2+ weeks to be reasonable.

Here's the thing I need to correct you on about as well: Even if it's not the "high standards on people," I almost always often see them fussing at me and it's often thought the opposite: I don't think I'm good enough for anyone as a true friend, let alone the aspects I have (based on my interests) personally isn't anywhere near as good as others.

I shouldn't be thinking so strictly nor indirectly competitively. Really, this is probably just due to long-term paranoia & daily subtle irrational fears of always being hated and outcast over the most microscopic of mistakes that I make or even mistake that I THINK I make. This isn't because I have high standards but because I don't think I'll be able to be friends with anyone just because I don't think I'm as "talented," or as "masterful," or as "flexible," as them, be it art, sex, cuteness, socializing, friendliness, ease of approach, affections, etc. ...but then again, I could just be too hard on myself as usual when saying that.

It's true that even I have been improving on my social techniques over the years naturally, but I've been quixotic since age 12.
(Much thanks due to originally wanting straight A's (93-100+%) back then, and then the quixotic nature spreaded on other stuff I was into).

Also, I've decided not to leave FA despite being so sure before. I always loved doing art and it helps my needed happiness. Besides, the feeling of uploading a new file is always refreshing and exhilarating to me. It's good we even have any art sites!

Additionally, I hope you have a great holiday. Whoever drew the banner of your main site (holiday edition display) did great. The smile on your face and seemingly amusing play on the santa hat and white beard warms my heart. I actually even grinned back. ^.=.^

*hugs warmly* Again, thanks for your reply. It was definitely much more timely than I imagined. I should tone down my ambitions! Am I welcome to do fanart of you overtime? :)

With conclusive gratitude,
Azure Paragon

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Kelow northpaw
12/22/2014 03:11:03 pm

Hey I am an aspie I do have high functioning autism my age is 51 years so I am a grey muzzy believe me it gets better as you get older
So don't worry at all and have a great life

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azureparagon link
12/23/2014 07:15:05 pm

I understand, thanks.

To all readers: Keep in mind that having Asperger's isn't all-literal. It's really a name but so far proven it's not a disorder, according to DSM-5.

That said, anyone with it (incl. me), can fear no more. Happy holidays :)

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Ryan Cook link
7/2/2015 01:54:15 am

CRITICAL UPDATE: As it turns out, things have changed profoundly in my knowledge to this, and there is really NO such thing as Asperger's.

The DSM book series is also total bull, truly. Truth is, having been written by psychiatrists, which are ultimate hidden enemies under industry of death known as "Psychiatry," I do not believe in anything that is considered a "mental disorder/illness" at all in any possible way whatsoever, period.

Long story short: Look for pure objective health-based facts directly from real science (not pseudoscience), never take psychiatric pills/treatment/other stuff (or you will die, definitely), and always keep a super-sharp eye on everything. Psychologists are the way to go & counselors too IF they do not refer you to anything dangerous.

Papabear
7/3/2015 04:13:56 am

Hi, Ryan,

I have to say that sometimes mental issues ARE medically related, and that is the domain of psychiatry. Sometimes, medications are in order. It is fine to get more than one medical opinion if you are prescribed a drug. Nothing wrong with that. But to dismiss the entire field of psychiatry is rather misguided.

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