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Fursona Design for the Autistic

7/15/2019

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Hello Papabear.

While I realize you have received this question a multitude of times and I have, admittedly, read through every last letter, your responses to them, and any possible comments, I cannot help but wonder if you may have some advice for me too?

To start, the question is rather obvious: I am struggling with keeping a singular fursona and was wondering if you had any thoughts on how to keep them and remain sane in the process, based on the experiences and things I have done below?

For example, every time I think I am happy with my critter, I go through what I refer to as a 'Honeymoon Period'. It begins with my being completely in love with everything about them... but then I turn around and either turn them into a character (exceedingly rare) or completely discard and sell them (too common). I can honestly list on one hand my longest lasting 'sonas-turned-characters, while those who have a few days, weeks, or months, only to be sold, would take far more fingers than we naturally have.

I have attempted a shifter as per the recommendation of... well, everyone I have come to this issue about, but I feel so incredibly uncomfortable with the idea. I have made also 'sonas that are just like me, are who I want to be, who are nothing like myself, based them off of species I love, made numerous original species, hybrids, chimera, full-on synthetics and blatantly obvious robota, mythical, alien, amorphous blobs or shadows, Dullahan, primordial, horror, bestial, creatures. I feel like I have attempted everything, including seeing what made year-long sona's stick and attempting to finagle that mess out into something coherent, only to be discontented.

I have also tried bringing them about through free writing, meditation, seeing animals out in the real world, etc. At times I feel like I have done everything humanly possible and that I am just not meant to ever have someone or something that represents -me-, that I can draw and write, and it is... far more disheartening than I would care to admit.

I will say that I have been diagnosed as autism level 1 and with generalized anxiety, so I imagine this impacts my decision making and indecisiveness to some level. At the same time, I do not want my mental health issues to prevent me from being able to create something that makes me genuinely happy and that I can show off to the world and say 'here I am'. 

It's positively maddening.

Thus I am at my wits end. While I am logically aware that I'm overthinking it and that the solution will likely be something rather simple, I am failing to find it. Not in the above, not in totems or spirituality, not in quizzes or even my dreams, though admittedly the latter all have the commonality of me flying through them on feathered wings--which is the one feature that has also stuck with every single prior 'sona or character made.

I feel like this letter is a bit scattered.

With that said, regardless of whether or not you have advice for my situation, thank you for your time and for putting in the effort you have into this blog. It means a great deal.

With respect,
Eden

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Dear Eden,

It certainly seems as if you have tried many things to create a fursona. The problem might be this: when asking for advice from people on how to choose a fursona, you are taking advice from non-autistic people. Such people do not think in the same manner you do, being autistic. Autistic people, as you likely know, have a different thought process, and the part I'm about to write now is more for my column readers than for you. For example:
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  • Autistic people take ideas very literally; they do not think metaphorically and have a hard time with common expressions and sayings. For example, the expression "it all went to hell in a handbasket" could conjure up an image of a bunch of stuff literally being piled into a basket and sent to the flames of perdition. 
  • Autistic people tend to have difficulty remembering sequences in a process. When given a bunch of step-by-step instructions, they might do well with the first couple steps but then lose track of what they are to do next.
  • Autistic people tend to be bottom-up thinkers instead of top-down thinkers. In other words, whereas most people have no problem creating categories based on a set of qualifications and then placing novel items into these pre-defined categories, autistic people think are excellent with understanding different qualities of a thing but have a harder time putting them into categories. An example might be that an autistic person grasps the idea of a tail very well, but has a hard time separating a cat from a dog because they both have tails, fur, and snouts.
  • Autistic people have a hard time seeing things from other people's perspective. This sometimes comes off as seeming like autistic people don't care about what you think or feel, but that's not true; they simply have a hard time looking at themselves through your eyes. For example, an autistic person might fixate on telling people about a favorite game they are playing, but when a friend gets tired of hearing about it, the autistic person might be confused as to why the other person isn't as fascinated as they are about the game.

The solution for you, as an autistic person, is to approach fursona design from your point of view. 

Step 4: Don't try to imagine a complete fursona (i.e., a category, such as "sparkle dragon"). Instead, start by compiling a bunch of parts that appeal to you. Anatomical parts. Colors. Textures. Clothing that interests you. Don't even limit yourself to biology if you don't wish to.  Perhaps your fursona is part machine.  Perhaps it is merely a spiritual energy being. Do not try to associate these parts with each other.  Keep them separate and individuated. Use as many or as few parts as you like.

Step 2: Go do something else for a while that has nothing to do with the fursona.

Step G: Have a little fun with being literal. Do you have some favorite expressions? Try illustrating them. "He's making a jackass out of himself." "She got the lion's share of the meal." "Don't be pig-headed!" "It was a wild goose chase." "Crazy as a coo-coo bird." "Wise as an owl." Just play around with it. See what inspires.

Step ϑ:  Don't worry about what anyone thinks of your fursona or character. This is all about you and who you are or what you love or want to be.  Don't worry about what is popular or what other people do with their fursonas or how they create them.  Don't even listen to my advice here if you don't like it.  Create your own original process. 

Finally (or Firstly): Don't worry. Don't rush. Don't even be upset if you never create a fursona. Let yourself go. Leave anxiety and self-doubt in the garbage bin where it belongs.

And then, just let it happen.

Hugs,
Papabear
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1 Comment
Critter Bones
4/3/2022 11:15:08 am

Woahhh this is crazy! Thank you so much for this, PapaBear! When I was reading your reply to this letter, I couldn't believe how absolutely relatable your Autism points were.

I never even realized that Autism could affect making a fursona so I really appreciate this! :O

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